Kuching here i come~!!

Hmm...

So long time i never update my blog.

I was busying for my assignment and overland study trip.

But I m happy cuz i m going to Kuching, capital city of Sarawak.

Don't worry my friend...

i will buy souvenir for you all...

Haha...

I will miss u all....

Especially my dear....

LOVE U LOTS!! Muacks....

Happy belated Anniversary....

Tag by Julia~~~

Start time: 1035
Name: Tracy Cheng a.k.a crazy girl
Sister: -
Brother: 1
Shoe size: 4/5
Height: Erm...not so tall,but not so short too...ngam ngam only...

Where do you live: Perak
Favorite drinks: Coke??Pepsi??
Favorite breakfast: I seldom take breakfast...

Have you ever been on a plane?: Nope...but i will get into the plane soon.
Swam in the ocean: Yes
Fallen asleep at school: Haha...always do like that.
Broken someone's heart: I think so.
Fell off your chair: Think so
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yeah
Saved e-mails: Yaya...

What is your room like: haha...a messy room..
What's right beside you: My phone
What is the last thing you ate: Bak kut teh

Ever had chicken pox: Not really sure...
Sore throat: Gah....
Stitches: Nope
Broken nose: Never

Do you believe in love at first sight: Not really..
Like picnics: Ya...i love it!!
Who was were the last person people you danced with: forgot...
Last made you smile: Julia n Sarah...
You last yelled at: My GIT senior...

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Yaya...talking now.
Kissed anyone: Yes...my hand...
Get sick: Nope...i m strong~~
Talk to an ex: No.
Miss someone: Yes.
Eat: Yea...a lots..

Best feeling in the world: Sleep well without disturbing.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Nope..
What's under your bed: My cousin..
Who do you really hate: People who don't understand me....
What time is it now?: 1055

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes.
Do you have any siblings: Yes.
Do you want children: I hope so...cuz i like children very much..
Do you smile often : Yeah...thats why they called me crazy girl..
Do you like your hand-writing: Erm..not really.
Are your toe nails painted: Nope..
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My dear's bed..
What color shirt are you wearing now: Black.
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Sleep like pig i guess..
I can't wait till: i m a tour guide~~haha...my dreams...
When did you cry last: Erm...cant really remember wor...

Are you a friendly person: Ask those who know me better..
Do you have any pets: Nope..
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Sleep well...i need times...
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Yeah...
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Yup...sometimes..
What are you doing right now?: Bloging...
Have you ever crawled through a window?: Never...i don't dare..
Can you handle the truth?: I think so..
Are you too forgiving?: Ask my Friends...they will know how to answer you.
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Nope...sigh...
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: EC...
How many people can you say you've really loved?: Too a lots..
Do you eat healthy?: No really..
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: Yea...its a good memory.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yes.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Being alone.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: What do you think of me?
Are you confident?: Sometimes...depends lo...

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. dreaming a lots
2. sleeping a lots
3. eat a lots
4. crazy a lots
5. joking a lots

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. sleep
2. eat
3. go to college
4. go back home
5. sleep again

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. pringles
2. clorets
3. fast food
4. kfc
5. Mcd

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. keep half
2. Eat the food i like
3. donate some.
4. have my own nice apartment
5. buy a car

5 of my bad habits:
1. spending alot
2. lazy bum
3. always forget this and that
4. going out alot
5. not sleeping early

5 places I have lived in:
1. Perak
2. Genting Klang
3. Jalan Klang Lama
4. Hostel Tarc
5. Bukit Mertajam

5 jobs I've had:
1. useless person
2. stupid sister
3. college student
4. failed girlfriend
5. crazy girl

5 people I tag:
1. -
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -

Friends

Its has been so long i never update my blog, cuz i really don't know what should i write.

Well... i already started my new course. I feel so enjoy in my new course... A new course, new friends, new environment... Start from now i have to adapt it.

But although i have a lots of new friends, but i do miss my tar collegemate--- Julia banana 1, Tabby cat, Sarah banana 2, Paul amirul.

I miss you all damn damn damn much!! I miss every second that i spend with you guys last time.. I miss that time we shopping together, eat together, cook together, sleep together, hang out together. Its was a very very sweet memory for me.

Sometimes i feel like going to meet you all, but i have no time to go and visit you guys~~ Cuz i m very very busy now. I have to complete my port folio, i have to go out to do my job assignment. Everytime i walk until my leg almost break... but i reali enjoy in it. I can get more knowledge that i never heard before.

Anyway, i hope 1 day we can come out together. I reali miss you guys.

Hope you guys still remember me.If you guys forget me, i will cry cry cry...*sigh*

Not worth!!

Haiz...I am so moody now~~T.T...

I am so sad because i had a friend that dunno how to value what i had done to her.Now i feel i am stupid because how good i treat her is like nothing for her only...She dun even know what friends are for!!I love my friends a lots...Not like her just know how to using friends to get more benefits.

For her...Friends is just used to tidy up the shambles that she leave..

The best example,she was our group assignment member for last semester and this semester.Last semester we were in the same group for Mass Media Law and Electronic Publishing.

For Mass Media Law,she keep saying she dunno how to do because she din attended th lecture..At the end, me and another 2 person have to finish all the work.And what she doing at that time?Haha...what else?online and friendster-ing lo...

For Electronic Publishing,she and another one is charge of designed the newspaper,me n another one is in charge of designed magazine.We tried our best to designed a perfect magazine but what about her? Did not finish the work in time, messed up the amendments, distort all the pictures, copy n pasted from everything online, no originality at all. Pure last minute die then die work.

For this semester,we are in the same group for Mass Media&Society.What she give us is just 4 point in point form..What the hell is this?Where got such people like her?at the end,me and another person didn't get to sleep for whole night just to help her tidy up the mess that she left behind..

For individual assignment,she is even more formidable...She just modified her friend's work and passed up.I never meet the person worst like her.

Reason that make me angriest is she is using my old hand phone ,she thought that phone was belongs to her!!She deleted all my contact number,picture and songs.That means she literally formated my phone!!

And when i want to get back my hand phone,she was like pissed off.She message her friend to borrow the hand phone.The message she send to her friend:"Sham,now u guna phone siapa?I need urgently hand phone..Wei..My fucking friend want back her hand phone..Fucker wanna sell..Bodoh tu suddenly cakap..How?You try to call me 2moro using Na's phone..I'll misscall you first la..maybe using my friend's phone then you call me back la..Try to ask your friend and see other hand phone..I dun want the normal 1,at least boleh save lagu la..ok?Thnx.."

Well~~That "Fucking friend, Fucker, Bodoh come out through her mouth is ME!!!!I m trying to control myself not to burst out and kill her!!!

I swear~~Start from now,i wont care about her anymore,its not worth for me to care bout that biatch!! What i get back?Get scolded as fuckin friends,fucker and bodoh?Haha.....NO MORE!!!If i reali care about her again,then i am the biatch!!No more friendship between me and the stupid asshole!!

This is the message she send to her friend


she broke my cassing

Dunno why,i am so emo now...I dun even know what is running around in my mind.I am a very bad person,i know i am disappointed my friends and my buddy...they always hope that i will go back and stay together with them,i do want to do it... but somehow i just feel very weird...so long time i never been together with them,DAMN IT!!!!I was outdated.Sometime,i not even understand what they are talking about and what they mean actually....i just can say ''yayayayayayayaya''....i know it was all my fault.I am so so sorry to them,when i was faced some problem,they will always be my side n try to console me...so,thanks to all my friends--Julia...Tabby...and Sarah....thanks god i have friends like you guys...i have to say sorry because sometimes i m really stubborn and dun wan to accept your opinion n suggestion.So...SORRY TO YOU GUYS!! I miss the time that we always hang out together...shopping together...cook together...eat together...chit-chatting together...or ''I KILL U''...''BUY LA..BUY LA..''..SHUT THE FUCK UP''...But now,it seem like already have distance among us...who to blame??it was all my fault...blame myself lo...*sigh*!!!All i want to say is reali sorry to u guys...sorryX100000000000000000000000000000000000000......hope u guys forgive me....

p/s: My english so sucks...dun blame me if cant understand....