Friends

Its has been so long i never update my blog, cuz i really don't know what should i write.

Well... i already started my new course. I feel so enjoy in my new course... A new course, new friends, new environment... Start from now i have to adapt it.

But although i have a lots of new friends, but i do miss my tar collegemate--- Julia banana 1, Tabby cat, Sarah banana 2, Paul amirul.

I miss you all damn damn damn much!! I miss every second that i spend with you guys last time.. I miss that time we shopping together, eat together, cook together, sleep together, hang out together. Its was a very very sweet memory for me.

Sometimes i feel like going to meet you all, but i have no time to go and visit you guys~~ Cuz i m very very busy now. I have to complete my port folio, i have to go out to do my job assignment. Everytime i walk until my leg almost break... but i reali enjoy in it. I can get more knowledge that i never heard before.

Anyway, i hope 1 day we can come out together. I reali miss you guys.

Hope you guys still remember me.If you guys forget me, i will cry cry cry...*sigh*

Not worth!!

Haiz...I am so moody now~~T.T...

I am so sad because i had a friend that dunno how to value what i had done to her.Now i feel i am stupid because how good i treat her is like nothing for her only...She dun even know what friends are for!!I love my friends a lots...Not like her just know how to using friends to get more benefits.

For her...Friends is just used to tidy up the shambles that she leave..

The best example,she was our group assignment member for last semester and this semester.Last semester we were in the same group for Mass Media Law and Electronic Publishing.

For Mass Media Law,she keep saying she dunno how to do because she din attended th lecture..At the end, me and another 2 person have to finish all the work.And what she doing at that time?Haha...what else?online and friendster-ing lo...

For Electronic Publishing,she and another one is charge of designed the newspaper,me n another one is in charge of designed magazine.We tried our best to designed a perfect magazine but what about her? Did not finish the work in time, messed up the amendments, distort all the pictures, copy n pasted from everything online, no originality at all. Pure last minute die then die work.

For this semester,we are in the same group for Mass Media&Society.What she give us is just 4 point in point form..What the hell is this?Where got such people like her?at the end,me and another person didn't get to sleep for whole night just to help her tidy up the mess that she left behind..

For individual assignment,she is even more formidable...She just modified her friend's work and passed up.I never meet the person worst like her.

Reason that make me angriest is she is using my old hand phone ,she thought that phone was belongs to her!!She deleted all my contact number,picture and songs.That means she literally formated my phone!!

And when i want to get back my hand phone,she was like pissed off.She message her friend to borrow the hand phone.The message she send to her friend:"Sham,now u guna phone siapa?I need urgently hand phone..Wei..My fucking friend want back her hand phone..Fucker wanna sell..Bodoh tu suddenly cakap..How?You try to call me 2moro using Na's phone..I'll misscall you first la..maybe using my friend's phone then you call me back la..Try to ask your friend and see other hand phone..I dun want the normal 1,at least boleh save lagu la..ok?Thnx.."

Well~~That "Fucking friend, Fucker, Bodoh come out through her mouth is ME!!!!I m trying to control myself not to burst out and kill her!!!

I swear~~Start from now,i wont care about her anymore,its not worth for me to care bout that biatch!! What i get back?Get scolded as fuckin friends,fucker and bodoh?Haha.....NO MORE!!!If i reali care about her again,then i am the biatch!!No more friendship between me and the stupid asshole!!

This is the message she send to her friend


she broke my cassing

Dunno why,i am so emo now...I dun even know what is running around in my mind.I am a very bad person,i know i am disappointed my friends and my buddy...they always hope that i will go back and stay together with them,i do want to do it... but somehow i just feel very weird...so long time i never been together with them,DAMN IT!!!!I was outdated.Sometime,i not even understand what they are talking about and what they mean actually....i just can say ''yayayayayayayaya''....i know it was all my fault.I am so so sorry to them,when i was faced some problem,they will always be my side n try to console me...so,thanks to all my friends--Julia...Tabby...and Sarah....thanks god i have friends like you guys...i have to say sorry because sometimes i m really stubborn and dun wan to accept your opinion n suggestion.So...SORRY TO YOU GUYS!! I miss the time that we always hang out together...shopping together...cook together...eat together...chit-chatting together...or ''I KILL U''...''BUY LA..BUY LA..''..SHUT THE FUCK UP''...But now,it seem like already have distance among us...who to blame??it was all my fault...blame myself lo...*sigh*!!!All i want to say is reali sorry to u guys...sorryX100000000000000000000000000000000000000......hope u guys forgive me....

p/s: My english so sucks...dun blame me if cant understand....

Ermm...dis is the 1st time i create my own blog,but then i duno wad to write.Hmm~feel so sad lo...1 of our classmate-RUI ERN will goin to leave us soon.But then we cant blame her cuz she wan to catch her own dream....Yesterday,19 Dec was her 18 years old birthday..feel so sorry cuz i din prepare the present for her,all i can say to her is jz a short word.."happy birthday"..although i m not so close with her,but i still feel like time has passed reali fast,i can't seem to let her go.....feel like want to crying..*sob*sob*!Anyway,hope she will b more happy in her new college n the new environment..T.T....just wana hope her happy always...miss u o..cute little girl..